3-months of Romances
These are the poems that were written when, I was romancing a woman. A woman that cooked me breakfast and really made me feel she cared. However, I cherish every moment that I was with her. She shared a beautiful Potomac New Years Eve boat ride and watching fireworks and a beautiful Valentines weekend at a beautiful Bed and Breakfast.
Please enjoy.
Cloudless...
I see your blue
Up upon the heavens
You are the covering
Upon my soul
You make me secure
You are flawless in the mornings
Letting God touch my heart
To give comfort
And warmth
Your emotional
Runs through the Iris of your...
Sky Blue Eyes
Pressed upon my heart
As it beats each moment as I...
Step forward in my journey
Of life.
Your eyes are eternal skies
Of love and beauty
I see your stars shine
Twinkling in the night
And the day
As The sun shines
Through your eyes
Your eyes are always
Cloudless... With your
Sunshine hair
Reaching into my heart
My soul...
Your passionate lips
Of your smile
That is framed with your flowing blond that frames your shining eyes
Your shining happiness of a smile
As it touches each heartbeat
Each part of me...
Cloudless
Your eyes...
Your smile...
Your soul...
Cloudless
Your soul
Your bluish eyes
Your deepest oceans...
Cloudless
By Christopher Hoppe
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Flashbacks: 1995 in the Beginning
This is the year I started to submitting my poetry to publishers and poetry collections that were contests to get into their books that they had every year. This was a time that I was in a transition in my life and I was in my first year of college and I was going through some life decisions that actually landed me here in Washington DC.
Please enjoy this flashback into my life. You will be looking into a portal that will show you a passage to my heart in 1995. Please enjoy these poems.
Poem I: PAIN FROM WITHIN
Pain comes from many places
Pain which hurts the most comes from within
Pain is like a cancer that eats a little each time
Pain grows each year until I die from the pain
One day it will end my life
Pain inflicts thoughts of depression and guilt
Pain someday gets to much and I explode
Pain causes me to find ways to Relieve the Pain
But Pain does not go away
Just subsides until tomorrow or next week
Pain is a disease that wont go away
Pain
December 1995
Poem 2: Emotions of Depression
Depression comes from within
Melancholy sets in first which dampens the spirit of life
Sorrow spreads affecting the heart first
Sorrow spreads affecting the heart first
Sorrow shuts down the heart and you retreat to within
Sorrow starts affecting the brain making you think
About what is wrong with you but really nothing is wrong
It is just all in your head
You must control your thoughts or else you will start
Thinking bad thoughts like
Sacrificing your life to relieve the depression
You carry the depression the your grave when you take your life
Depression must be overcome and destroyed by
Talking to your friend your parents about your problems
Depression can be destroyed only by you getting help
Depression
December 1995
Poem 3: Dreams
Dreams of beauty and imagination
Dream worlds of creation and paradise
Spirits of joy play within human minds
Darkness arises around us
Yet we lighten the night with our dreams.
Goals and Dreams are created
At night within human complex lives
The goal is easier to accomplish
When you dream it first
Most of all what is happier?
To do your dreams and goals as you live
Or to accomplish your dreams and goals
Dreams are very beautiful
To humans it is the most important
Or to accomplish your dreams and goals.
Dreams are very beautiful.
To humans it is the most important
Without dreams life would end.
To all the dreams
May life bring your dreams to become true
January 1996
Poem 4: Lonely Being
Loneliness filled my existence
I flutter upon my life
Wondered for five years in Anguish and nights shadow
As I wait for the right one that will grasp and cuddle my heart
Along awaited love and lust
As my soul awaits for the individual that can love me for the person
I am in my being
As my being dies each day I await for the loving soul that will take me
To my eternal paradise
January 1996
Poem 5: Grasping Thoughts
Thoughts of confused filled ideas grasp my heart
Remedies of past relationship imprison my mind
Beauty wrench's at my heart of thoughts
Thoughts of beautiful loving memories fill my heart
Thoughts of pain filled memory corrupts my heart and soul
My light of vibrant love and logic fades away
Mist of beauty and love slips into my feelings
Falling into a hole of thought filled lions and tears at my spiritual
being.
I lose grasp and drop into a depression that imprisons my soul
As my heart bleeds upon the fruit of emotional feeling.
Feb. 1996
Please enjoy this flashback into my life. You will be looking into a portal that will show you a passage to my heart in 1995. Please enjoy these poems.
Poem I: PAIN FROM WITHIN
Pain comes from many places
Pain which hurts the most comes from within
Pain is like a cancer that eats a little each time
Pain grows each year until I die from the pain
One day it will end my life
Pain inflicts thoughts of depression and guilt
Pain someday gets to much and I explode
Pain causes me to find ways to Relieve the Pain
But Pain does not go away
Just subsides until tomorrow or next week
Pain is a disease that wont go away
Pain
December 1995
Poem 2: Emotions of Depression
Depression comes from within
Melancholy sets in first which dampens the spirit of life
Sorrow spreads affecting the heart first
Sorrow spreads affecting the heart first
Sorrow shuts down the heart and you retreat to within
Sorrow starts affecting the brain making you think
About what is wrong with you but really nothing is wrong
It is just all in your head
You must control your thoughts or else you will start
Thinking bad thoughts like
Sacrificing your life to relieve the depression
You carry the depression the your grave when you take your life
Depression must be overcome and destroyed by
Talking to your friend your parents about your problems
Depression can be destroyed only by you getting help
Depression
December 1995
Poem 3: Dreams
Dreams of beauty and imagination
Dream worlds of creation and paradise
Spirits of joy play within human minds
Darkness arises around us
Yet we lighten the night with our dreams.
Goals and Dreams are created
At night within human complex lives
The goal is easier to accomplish
When you dream it first
Most of all what is happier?
To do your dreams and goals as you live
Or to accomplish your dreams and goals
Dreams are very beautiful
To humans it is the most important
Or to accomplish your dreams and goals.
Dreams are very beautiful.
To humans it is the most important
Without dreams life would end.
To all the dreams
May life bring your dreams to become true
January 1996
Poem 4: Lonely Being
Loneliness filled my existence
I flutter upon my life
Wondered for five years in Anguish and nights shadow
As I wait for the right one that will grasp and cuddle my heart
Along awaited love and lust
As my soul awaits for the individual that can love me for the person
I am in my being
As my being dies each day I await for the loving soul that will take me
To my eternal paradise
January 1996
Poem 5: Grasping Thoughts
Thoughts of confused filled ideas grasp my heart
Remedies of past relationship imprison my mind
Beauty wrench's at my heart of thoughts
Thoughts of beautiful loving memories fill my heart
Thoughts of pain filled memory corrupts my heart and soul
My light of vibrant love and logic fades away
Mist of beauty and love slips into my feelings
Falling into a hole of thought filled lions and tears at my spiritual
being.
I lose grasp and drop into a depression that imprisons my soul
As my heart bleeds upon the fruit of emotional feeling.
Feb. 1996
Monday, August 27, 2007
Morning Cool
In the morning dew
How I feel the softens
Softens of Mother earth
How I feel her all around
I miss the fall coolness
How I miss the summer moments
But not the heat
How I feel the lose of a soul
I want to be touched again
with beautiful memories
Of time and space
How I want to be loved
How I want to be touched
I want to feel the blanket
Of the winter nights
Cold and to feel
CIder of apples
Families together
How I feel my love
At a distance
How I miss the summers
Of moments of life
How I miss it all
How I...
How I feel the softens
Softens of Mother earth
How I feel her all around
I miss the fall coolness
How I miss the summer moments
But not the heat
How I feel the lose of a soul
I want to be touched again
with beautiful memories
Of time and space
How I want to be loved
How I want to be touched
I want to feel the blanket
Of the winter nights
Cold and to feel
CIder of apples
Families together
How I feel my love
At a distance
How I miss the summers
Of moments of life
How I miss it all
How I...
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Earthly Soul
Her beauty
Her locks of hair
I peer into her heart felt eyes
Beatuiful brown
As deep as the deepest sea
A sea of emotions and love
How I see my soul with you
My love, I peer into you
I Feel you all around
Touch by you
Loved by you
Earthy Eyes
A heart of gold
Loving children
Love me
Touching me
Feeling me
grasping my feelings
My soul
As brown as the ground
As ground as the rock below
I peer upon the apexes of mountains life challenges
And always know you will ground me
With your soul and love
You keep me on earth
You keep me going
You keep me from going 6 ft under
Or bleeding my heart
To death
How I am touched
Touched by you
Love
Those Earthly eyes
That Earthly Soul
Her locks of hair
I peer into her heart felt eyes
Beatuiful brown
As deep as the deepest sea
A sea of emotions and love
How I see my soul with you
My love, I peer into you
I Feel you all around
Touch by you
Loved by you
Earthy Eyes
A heart of gold
Loving children
Love me
Touching me
Feeling me
grasping my feelings
My soul
As brown as the ground
As ground as the rock below
I peer upon the apexes of mountains life challenges
And always know you will ground me
With your soul and love
You keep me on earth
You keep me going
You keep me from going 6 ft under
Or bleeding my heart
To death
How I am touched
Touched by you
Love
Those Earthly eyes
That Earthly Soul
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Flooded Soul
Lost valor
taken dreams
A river of life
As I fell off the stepping stones
I felt pain in my bones
as I fell upon the stones
that broke my fall into the water
I would never make it
I was pushed
I kicked in the face
I was stabbed in the side
with the dagger of cheating
She stabbed me three times
Three times so got me
Three times I fell
I never made it.
I was left for dead
The ravens waited
as the river rapids
took me each time from the shattering stepping stones
Across to the bank of prosprity
I cried
No one heard
I felt my bones in my legs broken
Snapping as I tried to get up
Then...
THe wave took me and I went under
to sink deeper
as the currents take me under
Under I went
darker and dark
it became
then I was just floating there
sinking.
Sinking
as My river of life
Flooded
Drowned
My soul
taken dreams
A river of life
As I fell off the stepping stones
I felt pain in my bones
as I fell upon the stones
that broke my fall into the water
I would never make it
I was pushed
I kicked in the face
I was stabbed in the side
with the dagger of cheating
She stabbed me three times
Three times so got me
Three times I fell
I never made it.
I was left for dead
The ravens waited
as the river rapids
took me each time from the shattering stepping stones
Across to the bank of prosprity
I cried
No one heard
I felt my bones in my legs broken
Snapping as I tried to get up
Then...
THe wave took me and I went under
to sink deeper
as the currents take me under
Under I went
darker and dark
it became
then I was just floating there
sinking.
Sinking
as My river of life
Flooded
Drowned
My soul
Broken Chisel
Rusty
Marble dust all over
What have I done?
Where am I?
My studio a wreak
Where is my creation?
that Sculpture
As I see
I remember
THe blurring gone away
She, my sculpture
Marble now flesh
Tore my place about
THe love, the beauty
I gave her support
I gave love
I cooked; I cared
That last stike tore my chisel apart
My hammer aflamed
ashes metal and wood
A tear hit the ground
As I parish into the ground
That broken chisel
as I stare into the broken mirror
A mirror of memories
A mirror of broken dreams
A path torn and over grown
That broken chisel that shows our love
Broken in two; No longer one
But two separate people now
broken
two pieces
of chisel
broken
Marble dust all over
What have I done?
Where am I?
My studio a wreak
Where is my creation?
that Sculpture
As I see
I remember
THe blurring gone away
She, my sculpture
Marble now flesh
Tore my place about
THe love, the beauty
I gave her support
I gave love
I cooked; I cared
That last stike tore my chisel apart
My hammer aflamed
ashes metal and wood
A tear hit the ground
As I parish into the ground
That broken chisel
as I stare into the broken mirror
A mirror of memories
A mirror of broken dreams
A path torn and over grown
That broken chisel that shows our love
Broken in two; No longer one
But two separate people now
broken
two pieces
of chisel
broken
22nd Rain
Drizzle of my tears
Upon the dance of sorrow
Where is she?
Say the sadness of rain
Torques my heart
Pulls my stomach
Llike a sea journey
always throwing my insides
Insides into the sea
For fish food
Drizzling Moments
Of Sorrow
Of Pain
Love, used against me
Nuking my own lands
Decieving me
She did
Tearing heart
Using my own weapons
To get me
When I was not aware
The weakest
That 22nd rain
Leaving impressions
Upon my skin of my heart
22nd
Of sadness
Heartfelt scares
that whore
Heartless pig
Acting like a dog
Humping anything that walks
As she humps another married dog
Not caring for other people feelings
Not know the sadness
The pain
The wreakage all around
That rain
washing the dirt off
Unburying a bone or two
That rain
of the 22nd
Upon the dance of sorrow
Where is she?
Say the sadness of rain
Torques my heart
Pulls my stomach
Llike a sea journey
always throwing my insides
Insides into the sea
For fish food
Drizzling Moments
Of Sorrow
Of Pain
Love, used against me
Nuking my own lands
Decieving me
She did
Tearing heart
Using my own weapons
To get me
When I was not aware
The weakest
That 22nd rain
Leaving impressions
Upon my skin of my heart
22nd
Of sadness
Heartfelt scares
that whore
Heartless pig
Acting like a dog
Humping anything that walks
As she humps another married dog
Not caring for other people feelings
Not know the sadness
The pain
The wreakage all around
That rain
washing the dirt off
Unburying a bone or two
That rain
of the 22nd
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