Monday, August 27, 2007

Morning Cool

In the morning dew
How I feel the softens
Softens of Mother earth
How I feel her all around

I miss the fall coolness
How I miss the summer moments
But not the heat
How I feel the lose of a soul
I want to be touched again
with beautiful memories
Of time and space

How I want to be loved
How I want to be touched
I want to feel the blanket
Of the winter nights
Cold and to feel
CIder of apples
Families together

How I feel my love
At a distance
How I miss the summers
Of moments of life
How I miss it all
How I...

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Earthly Soul

Her beauty
Her locks of hair
I peer into her heart felt eyes
Beatuiful brown
As deep as the deepest sea
A sea of emotions and love

How I see my soul with you
My love, I peer into you
I Feel you all around
Touch by you
Loved by you

Earthy Eyes
A heart of gold
Loving children
Love me
Touching me
Feeling me
grasping my feelings
My soul

As brown as the ground
As ground as the rock below
I peer upon the apexes of mountains life challenges
And always know you will ground me
With your soul and love

You keep me on earth
You keep me going
You keep me from going 6 ft under
Or bleeding my heart
To death

How I am touched
Touched by you
Love
Those Earthly eyes
That Earthly Soul

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Flooded Soul

Lost valor
taken dreams
A river of life
As I fell off the stepping stones
I felt pain in my bones
as I fell upon the stones
that broke my fall into the water

I would never make it
I was pushed
I kicked in the face
I was stabbed in the side
with the dagger of cheating
She stabbed me three times
Three times so got me

Three times I fell
I never made it.
I was left for dead

The ravens waited
as the river rapids
took me each time from the shattering stepping stones
Across to the bank of prosprity
I cried
No one heard

I felt my bones in my legs broken
Snapping as I tried to get up

Then...

THe wave took me and I went under
to sink deeper
as the currents take me under
Under I went
darker and dark
it became

then I was just floating there
sinking.
Sinking
as My river of life
Flooded
Drowned
My soul

Broken Chisel

Rusty
Marble dust all over
What have I done?

Where am I?
My studio a wreak
Where is my creation?
that Sculpture

As I see
I remember
THe blurring gone away
She, my sculpture
Marble now flesh

Tore my place about
THe love, the beauty
I gave her support
I gave love
I cooked; I cared

That last stike tore my chisel apart
My hammer aflamed
ashes metal and wood
A tear hit the ground

As I parish into the ground
That broken chisel
as I stare into the broken mirror
A mirror of memories
A mirror of broken dreams
A path torn and over grown

That broken chisel that shows our love
Broken in two; No longer one
But two separate people now
broken
two pieces
of chisel
broken

22nd Rain

Drizzle of my tears
Upon the dance of sorrow
Where is she?

Say the sadness of rain
Torques my heart
Pulls my stomach
Llike a sea journey
always throwing my insides
Insides into the sea
For fish food

Drizzling Moments
Of Sorrow
Of Pain
Love, used against me

Nuking my own lands
Decieving me
She did
Tearing heart
Using my own weapons
To get me
When I was not aware
The weakest

That 22nd rain
Leaving impressions
Upon my skin of my heart

22nd
Of sadness
Heartfelt scares
that whore
Heartless pig

Acting like a dog
Humping anything that walks
As she humps another married dog
Not caring for other people feelings
Not know the sadness
The pain
The wreakage all around

That rain
washing the dirt off
Unburying a bone or two

That rain
of the 22nd

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

August 21

Pouring, Dripping, Sheets of wetness
Soaking my bones
My knee

Remembering that day
Of moving
Just me and my brothers
Sean and Mathew

Both of ethe essences
of the word
Brothers

How I feel them within
All around my soul
A part of the same
the Same tree
A tree of love
Brotherhood
The concept of helping
Giving back

August 21 a day of impressions
A day of oracles
Of crystal balls
Falling from the sky
Dancing of moments
From the past
the present
the future

How I feel the future all around
The beauty of those
Those summer nights
Feeling her
Next to me

Now it is only a memory
A rain drop
From God
From above
From heaven

August 21
A day of memories

Lovers Point

Two souls
Two Hearts
Forbidden Love
Female soul
Bestowed to another

A Romeo that she met
Fell in love
Father denied the bond

The two Run away
The families search
Finding them at the top
A top of a cliff
Over the ocean
A cliff that bonded the two
In death

The waves
Caught the two souls
Washing their souls
To eternity
To God’s home
To take the souls of love
A way to a field of lovers
To play forever
Because her father forsaken it

In Guam
There is a cliff
Where lovers touch for the first time
Under the stars and the moon
Where the two lovers
That fateful night
To their souls of love
Into the stars of
The deep blue ocean
Of emotional thought
Emotional love

Into the stars
Of the night sky

The Latte Stone

Riding bikes
In the heat
In the humidity
How I was only 12
On a burgundy bike
Two wheels go round and round
Upon the asphalt
Towards the Latte Stone
A place on Anderson AFB

Opening
Closing
Putting my quarters into the machine
From 1943 to Double Dragon
How I played my quarters away
Trying to save the girl in distress
To flying a plane to beat the bad guys

Herbert my Partner
A friend of life
Played my partner on Double dragon
It was hard at the time
Easy now
Or I hope
If I ever play it again
Especially when it came out for the Ninetdo 64

Those days
That Pizza
Those Arcade games

Latte stone of great Memories

Chamorro

Ancient Race
A race mixed with rich diversity
May changes and many modifications
People of the jungle
Of the ocean
Slinging stones
Latte Stones to hold up their huts

Hooks made of Shell
Palm branches to make a thatched roof
Shelter from the rain
A language of rich culture
Of ancient Spanish dreams
Of Asian origins

Chamorro similar but so different from Spanish dilect
Chamorro that was almost wiped out during the Spanish
Threaten to be extinct during the Japanese occupation
A people of beauty
A people of the earth
Of the jungle
Rich in catholism
To the richness of WWII
A culture of exotic wildlife to food

Chamorro
A people of the sea
Of the island

Chamorro

Latte Stones

Tall, Ancient, Mysterious
Stones of under thought
Standing tall
After all is gone
Use to hold up houses
House of the ancient world
Of the Native People
Before the Spaniards
Or anyone else

Made of stone
Made of ancient forgotten wisdom
Where they come from?
How did they get it from there?

Missing information
Missing parts

Wonders on a island
Known as Guam
Two hour ride around
360 degrees
Carpeted with jungle
Latte stones standing tall
Hidden in the dark green Jungles

Latte stones made of stone
From under water
200 mile away in the middle of the floor

Latte Stones

Clear Blue Oceans

Waves
Crest
Within my thoughts and mine
I peer upon the beauty of my soul
As I see the flying Dolphins
Within the underworld blue
Underworld blue of an upside down sky
Where the fish are birds with fins that help them fly
Into the waves of emotional currents
As I feel the wave of life go through and through
Within my soul
Within my mind
White on top
White through and through
How I miss the Blue Oceans
All around
Seeing the Dolphins jump naturally in the air
Within my mind
Within my thoughts
Missing those blankets of blue
As clear as my soul could be
As my mind feels the waves
How I miss those ocean blue
Upon my feelings
Upon my Heart

Waves
Smiling Dolphins
Flying in the blue
Under my thoughts
Under my heart
Crests of feelings
Crest of thought

Clear Ocean Blue

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Grey Shades

Staining Shadows of Grey
Upon my soul of my paper
Capturing my impressions of life
Feeling the love and adoration
Upon the soul of paper
Taking on my interpretation

Thoughts
Lingering thoughts
Upon my feelings
Upon my hopes
Grey
Grey as the fuzziness
Of your soul
Of my soul
As I draw my heart
Bleed my impressions
Upon the surface
Of my heart

Grey shades
Of what to understand
Why do I fall in grey shades
Sadness
Covering my soul
As the drapes of
life grasp my heart.
My soul
My love
Of one heart
One soul

Shades
Where my fears hide
Where my hurt lies
Grey
As I linger in pain
Upon the rock of thought
Reflection
What have I done
As I finish the picture
The drawing
I break my pencil
Stabbing my own heart
Knowing I drew my feelings
My thoughts
Upon the surface of my skin
On my paper

Grey Shades

Oil

Red
Turpentoid
Oxen hair
Brushing
Feeling the air
Touching the sky
Grasping memories
Creating

Canvas Board
Bleed with my heart
My creative eye
Tearing all over my creative surface

Yellow Cadium
all around
under the shadows
Draped upon the surface
upon a apple
Fabric

Scarlet Lake Purple
brushed with emotions
Bleed with the artist soul
Love a women
A scent of a woman's soul
Round
Corked
Label chinese white
A wine bottle

Red ovalish
3D
Upon my canvas
Shadowed
Draped in black
In yellows of the fabric
A Apple

Light Blue
Baby blue
Touch my heart
Touch my soul
Loving you the thought all around me
Your fasination of my gift
From god

The art of painting
Touching others
With my gift
Oil all over my soul
as I sculpted the palette
All over the surface that is flat
but now structured and feeling three dimensional

Oil in my hair
Oil in my hands
Oil in my brush
Oil on my Canvas
My soul
My love
My eyes

Oil

Philly

Geno's
Memorial
For Police officers
Firefighters
Since 1966

Genuinely Steak
Whiz upon my steak
In a roll
With good old hot sauce

Philly
9th street
Traditional
one of a kind
real

Original
Cheese french fries
Italian Market
Area

Public Play ground
Public Restrooms
Seeing memories of childhood
Now creating memories
With Best Friend
With my love
Feeling her all around me
All over my heart
As I bleed love for her
As she experiences Geno's
For the first time with Onions

With my love wrapped around it
The love from my best friend
to both of us
Thank you my friend
Thank you Sean

Philly

We Drew

Cotton
Quality white
Drawing paper
Scratching
Sketching
Shadowing
Upon the surface

Staring into your eyes

Teaching, guiding, tapping
Into your soul
Into your eyes
Into your beauty

Upon your heart
I touched you
You touched me
I love you
Laughing
learning
To sketch
Feeling your talent
pouring out of your heart
Out onto your soul
of paper
All upon my heart
As I feel a connection
Continue to draw
Continue to paint
Remember me
The Artist
How I guided you

Upon your trek of love
Of Creativity
As we drew
Remember me

Remember my art
As it is my culture
As it is my love
As it is my soul

We drew a Pear
... a apple
... a wine bottle

As we drew a bond
A love
A one unityRemember...

A Seed is Planted

There he was
2006 he walked
Walked into my Garden
Such raw talent
Within his soul
Within his traditions
His pride
As a Mexican
As well as a Puerto Rican

His colors bleed from ever pore
He stood in my presence
Wanted a mentor
Wanted to be polished
Like a raw gem stone
I planted knowledge in his soil

There it grew with nurturing guidance
A love for a mentiee
He became a young tree of knowledge
In the future he took over for me
As my limbs grow weak
As the sun hardly shines on me

No more love
As the lumberjack comes for me
My wood is old
As the harvest me
The cut me to pieces
Society recycles the old
Not worth anything

Taken cut up to die
To leave the young tree
to be the next leader of his art
Of his life.

I have done all I could do
I planted a seed
To grow strong
and tall
To one day plant a seed
Within a furtile ground

A seed is planted
Knowledge
Passing of it all.

King Tut

We walked
Friends
5 in all
Hot
Road trip
To Philly we go
To the liberty
As we walk in front
Of Constitutional Hall
Feeling the history all around
All over

Ancient Eygpt
King Tut
To his mom
To his father
Tradition he tried to restore
9 he took the throne
Not sure how he died
Was it poison
Was it murder
Assignation

Carter to Cairo
To Africa
Worlds feats
Mysterious
Science can not even explain

She was there
She had my heart
We walked in childhood memory
My best friend
To my future wife
We walked in hand
We took pictures
We held hands
We talked
We saw

memories with
Ancient Eygpt
With a King
Tut in our thoughts
In our walk
2007
We walked into the past
Into the future

She walked...

Once...

Once she stood in front of me
... As solid as a rock

Once she stared at me
... The peer of the glittering soul

Once she hold my hand
... the softness of her fingerprints

Once she kissed my lips
... it felt like an eternity

Once she ate Pears with me
... Covering my tastebuds in texture

Once she fed me
... With a fork that filled my void

Once she drank wine with me
... As we filled our soul of the nectar of god

Once she walked with me
... In Baltimore's Inner Harbor
... To the Liberty Bell
... Finally the Lincoln Memorial

Once she made memories with me
... We shared memories
... We shared tears
... We loved together

Once she walked the same sidewalk
... On concrete for 10 weeks
... Now I walk her to the angel that flies in the sky

Once she landed at the airport
... now she is taken away by the angel from above

Once she was here
... now she is there in San Antonio

Once we kissed
... Now it is a faded Memory

Once...